jeudi, janvier 19, 2012

Empty tray

Past the hallway, and in through the door, fatigue seeps in. Sweet syllables of curses muttered. The clown of a man squanders his shoes, and leaves them up for grabs. Grab, grab a bite, and take that garbage out of the mind. Elementary, clear elements of the night, in the logical matrix, are senseless. Just now, a star sparkles, a soul leaves a body. A child cries its first cry. Somebody somewhere realizes that it's all pointless, and is falling in depression. Another sees meaning in every little thing. One more searches and another finds. An ant continues to work. I try an armada, and don't like my reflection in the mirror. Hide behind invisibility. Weariness, it’s getting late. A man gets hit. I stand and get shouted at. I walk back. They sit on the floor and talk. Another zips up his pants. A dolphin swims by the shore while a ship sinks. The captain maneuvered the ship like a Ferrari, a survivor says. Walk through the corridor, the hall and the kitchen in a drunken state. In bloom. Let’s photosynthesize this planet. Gargle with a gargoyle, burp and screech, when you’re visiting the crony’s farm. Leave the straight As for someone else, and concentrate on the exquisite madness while society forms its rules and regulations. In quiet madness, I shall perish like the intellect and the pauper and the giver and taker. Smile, because nobody’s watching.

dimanche, janvier 15, 2012

Dedogging

We dedogged.
Caxixi is no longer with us. Armando and Leticia have her now.
The house is a lot quieter, but I find myself no longer being stressed about meeting my work deadlines.
And once again, I have the imaginary feeling that I can manufacture time. I feel like I have extra time. It's a good feeling to have.
I've been cycling a good deal.

mercredi, janvier 11, 2012

Why this Kolaveri di



It's not dull to start a trip with a stupid song and learn the lyrics during the journey. Especially, if one buys yo-yos along the way. It couldn’t be a bad holiday.

Evidently, it wasn’t.

We started in Gujarat, and were greeted at the airport by Dheeraj, our driver for the next 3 days. We drove to Bhuj, the capital of Kutch. It’s a small town that suffered a big earthquake in 2001. The town looks like it could be anywhere in India, with its crowded market, small shops, pollution and dust. It had one average cum fancy hotel, and that’s where we stayed. From Bhuj, we drove to the salt desert, where the Rann Utsav was held. On our way (and why not), a police officer jumped in our car without asking if he could, and drove with us until the festival.
Freaky? For the first couple of minutes, yes, but then, you just learn to put it past you and he could end up giving good traveling tips. The Rann Utsav was a little strange. Big tents set up everywhere, very into your face tourism traps and yet, empty. There were barely a few Indian tourists, and that, made it quite interesting. The salt desert, on the other hand, was incredible. Vast planes of just whiteness. Pure whiteness. It felt like the ground was covered with snow.
It’s not too difficult to see mirages and also quite easy to get lost. On our way back, Dheeraj drove the wrong way, and while trying to briskly do a u-turn to go back to the right track, our tires got stuck in the soft sand. Fucked? No. Our immediate reaction was to laugh! We flagged down a Horn OK Please truck and they pulled our car out of the ditch. Dominik tried to offer the truck drivers a tip, but they out-and-out rejected it. And that (them rejecting our tip), in a nutshell sums up our experience in Gujarat. It was not the only time someone rejected a tip from us. The Gujaratis in Kutch don't smile a lot, and when they speak, it appears as if they are shouting, but they are essentially kind and surprising! As it seems, Kutch is not infested with tourists, and this may be the result of these pleasant surprises.

Our next stop would be Varanasi, but not before we spent a night in Ahmedabad and bought our yo-yos. From now on, we would yo-yo everywhere, except in Bodhgaya, but that’s a different story.

Fog alert. Delhi was under fog. Our flight got delayed, and we missed our connecting flight to Varanasi. Jet Airways arranged for our transport and hotel and rebooked us on a flight the next day. Dominik’s bag went missing. But that’s ok because we had our yo-yos. When Dominik’s bag was finally retrieved, he had the entire belt working for just his bag. He really enjoyed that.

Another couple of hours delay the next day and we were finally off to Varanasi. In Varanasi, we had a quick dinner and caught the evening puja before going back to the hotel. On 31st we caught the last sunrise of the year over the Ganges from our room, had a quick breakfast and went to the station, waited for the delayed train, entertained beggars with our yo-yos and caught our train to Bodhgaya.

Bodhgaya was crowded. No, this is an understatement. It was overcrowded. Is there a superlative to overcrowded? That’s what it was. The whole village consisted of swarms and swarms of monks walking on the streets. It felt like a flowing river of maroon robed people. I loved it. Forget yo-yoing here, there was no space to walk, no moment to think. It felt like a huge movement, or some kind of demonstration that pulled you in and you had to start walking too, in the massive flow. 300000 people came here to attend the Kalachakra (Time-Wheel) teachings by the Dalailama.

The best was New Year's eve. We started our evening at the root institute, a monastery in Bodhgaya, for a meditation session. Later, since we couldn't find any wine, Darima, Shanti, Dominik and I sat outside a small tea stall, and greeted the New Year with chai while looking at a monk playing with fire crackers and being so excited and happy. I consider myself lucky to have been able to greet the New Year with 2 of my favorite people for the second time! When we went to sleep, there were monks on the terrace outside our room singing Buddhist songs. Really nice.

On 1st January, the swarm of people got to me, and I decided to join Dominik who had already chosen to get away to a place much calmer than Bodhgaya. So we visited a few temples in Bodhgaya and went back to the beautiful Mahabodi a few times and on 2nd we left for Rajgir, in a fancy hotel where we would relax for 3 days. Besides visiting Nalanda and Vulture’s peak, we practically did nothing. It was perfect.

We then went back to Varanasi, walked by the ghats, over a pontoon bridge that I didn’t know existed, and I got my hair shaved in probably the most colorful setting with bhajans playing on loudspeakers in the background.

Oh, and it’s already been a productive year! On 2nd January, I learnt to yo-yo!

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